Sunday, August 06, 2006
changeme.
7:55 AM
changeme.
7:54 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
Why is it that we often we see and jude people by their outside?
IS the inside always better than the outside in most cases?
Who can see ur inside, unless it's God and ur bunch of close friends?
Isn't the outside easier to see and its more REAL that the inside?
I often do that. And people does that to me.
Moral lesson of the world.
The bad people will always win.The good will also win.But the bad people wins a better win.
We are in the world but not OF the world.
The past week, my head was filled with lotsa thoughts since something happen. I always try to cling on to God's word but more often than not i don't last. I noe that God's word comforts me, but i keep dwelling on the problem. i dun seem to let go, to let God. How I want to, but things are still very heavy in my heart.
Petrachan Lover. Loves the feeling to be in love. I am not that. I just LOve.
Jesus Said to Martyr (hope i didn't spell it wrongly)
You are worried about many things.I want to be like Mary where i can sit at Jesus's feet and just draw from him his beauty and his grace.
Daddy, remove me from this pile of shit, where i dun see light from any direction when i try frantically to look. And i am very frantic. My heart is super heavy now and i cast it all on u. When i let go and let u take it, if its a miracle i need, A miracle i Get.
thanks ABBA.
changeme.
2:04 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
A day before my O levels, pastor Prince preached about wisdom thru songs...and that is really timely for me at that time, Solomon was the wisest man at his time exceeding those of his times. His wisdom exceeds that of the east and that of Egypt. I want that wisdom. Woah. Image with that for Os. Woohoo.. Guarantee all A1.
God asked Solomon wants, he could have anything he wishes on earth, but he said help me to discern good and evil. Thats wisdom. God was so pleased, and gave him wisdom that exceeds anyone's. WISDOM is tied together with SUCCESS. Hebrew for wisdom is referring to success. And I want that. Success in whatever that I touch that it may prosper becos of me.
Before is slept, I watched the vid of pastor prince preaching. anyone ? here
http://www.newcreation.org.sg/resources/video/videomessage.htm
It really blessed me before my exams. Live the let go live.I need that peace, i need to rest in him.
" Peace(shalom) I give () to you.."
John 14:26
" But the helper , The Holy Spirit, whom the father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remberance all things that I said to you.Let not your heart be troubled neither let it be afraid."
Woah..That is what i need for my exam. HE will teach me all things- my CHINESE. And he will bring to my remembrance all things.And i will not worry abt tmr.
Thank you abba, for giving me that.
Todays O level was alright. Someparts are awesome some parts not too good. But is was great. God will give my paper a gracious marker :) and give me an awesome mark.
Now, Its my play time. I will go Shopping tmr if i have time. Must take advantage of Great Singapore Sales.
Tata
changeme.
3:33 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
woken up by my two small cousins. I could sense that their coming.They played with me and my whole 'supposed' study time is gone - whole morning.
Tried to study in the afternoon but ended up distracted.
So on only reached less than 1/10 of my revision.Aw man.
I decided to throw everything last min. Sunday before i sleep i have a job to accomplish. finish revising.Daddy would help me to.
Some girl called vic call. She accompanied me and i also accompanied me.If u read this-pls laugh.
She kept singing into my ear.And i sang Speedy Gonzales back.She laughed weirdly.she called me something bad.
Dota keeps me alive. I played a few rounds at 10.I chio kev to play and ended up one uncompleted match. kept remaking and couldn't decide on AP or AR. ended up with ar.he had to sleep the game ended.
Tmr hafta wake up at 8.00. Dare has a BIG NEVER DONE BEFORE OPERATION> MISSION POSSIBLE 3. pls laugh.Time to turn in. bye
miss tan's gd friend
changeme.
9:05 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
ephesians 1:7
In him we have thru his blood,the forgiveness of sins according to the riches of HIS GRACE which made to ABOUND towards us in all WISDOM and UNDERSTANDING.
i am holding this promise for my exams > o levels
weeks during the exams and before drained all my brian juice out. Completely.English was great,Social Studies was superb,Maths P1 rocks. The rest..God's Grace. I made a blunder in phys and chem.Forgot my formula and didn't do one question. Now i am shagged out while typing this. my whole exams was simply God's undeserved favour for me. He was my strength when i was weak.
Two more weeks till chinese Os...His wisdom on me to 'decipher' the word and make sense out of it and write my guts out.Obviously , the correct ans.
Can't wait for results.I want to see his Grace for me.
Met kev today. At pastamania and jos tried to dig some truth out of me. Aparrently, i told him.
(sudden stop)
tata
changeme.
1:33 AM